Lol. Don't listen to the title--
So I just needed to address something, but I wasn't really sure how to. I don't wanna start any anger with either of you. So I'm gonna just start it off with: you two gots to chill. I know you guys went from seeing each other every day to not at all, but I can't help but overhear your drama.
Cecil, you're freakishly upset because you don't see him, and you're overthinking to the ABSOLUTE MAX. "Is this punishment?" you said. Erm, no girl, it's life. Stuff happens and sometimes you can't see each other.
Jordananan, you...sigh. Listen. I don't want to assume anything here, but I have a feeling you're over exaggerating at least a little bit. When you said you had two mental breakdowns - I'm not gonna lie - I kind of rolled my eyes. If you're actually having legit problems, I apologize. But I rolled my eyes because of past shit my sister said when she and my dad got into a petty fight about nothing. "I had a complete mental and emotional breakdown and I cried for 48 hours," she said. But if you're exaggerating, stop. If you aren't exaggerating, why? Why are you so upset about not seeing her for only a week and some days?
I knew you two would be upset, but you gotta chill. This isn't the end of the world. You're gonna see each other eventually. Crying and being overly dramatic about it isn't going to make your lives or mine any less depressing. I didn't wanna play the "I have it worse" card, but I need to draw something. Without going into too much detail(since I haven't fully explained this to Jordan and I don't wanna confuse the crap outta him), I haven't seen my love in person since February 18, 2016. Over a year ago. After certain circumstances, and after a year of not speaking to him AT ALL, I finally found out that he is willing to wait for me. And I'm perfectly content with just that, without talking to him directly for the next few years.
I'm no expert on love, but what I've learned is that to make it last, you need to find a mutual trust. Which means that you need to know that you guys are going to be alright, even if you don't see each other for a while. And Cecil, I know you don't want him upset. Jordan, I know you don't want her upset. So do each other a favor and be happy! Easier said than done, I know. But, please, be content with just the fact that you love each other. Don't let a few weeks of not seeing each other make you wanna die.
Instead of you two pouting or crying about not seeing each other, think of what you're gonna do when you do see each other. I spent a year pouting, and this new way of thinking has kept me happier. Try it! I'll go first:
When I see my boyfriend in just a little over two years, I'm going to run to him, tears in my eyes, and jump into his arms. We'll hold each other, as if to never let go again. Just as we had parted years prior, I'll kiss him, this time as a promise to never go a single day without kissing him ever again. Because I know, even though we had spent a year in question and at a loss of hope, even though we had to wait so long just to be accepted by people that don't even matter in our eyes, even though I was the only one who knew his true intentions when everyone else thought he was evil, despite the age, despite the distance, despite everyone's judging eyes, I KNOW - he is and will always be the one who stole my heart.